goodbye 2008, welcome 2009

Tup tap tup tap, we are stepping on year 2009. through out 2008, a lot of events, stories, happiness, sadness had happened. Summer break – autumn break – winter break – spring break – summer break – all happening!!!!

Thanks to all my best buddies :

(my happy family):
cek, ayah, abe, kak g, amree, ayuni, malina, abese, kakmas, munirah, aiman, akmal, kak, mustaqim, loqman, afiq, muhamad, abezu, kakyah, piqah, wisyah, kak tie, abewa, anis, fikri, athirah, wasilah, nabilah, abe d, kakza, amir, amirah, abedeen, kakfiza, nely aleeya, abe e, kakna n zarif.

(adelaidean)
paim, jasmine, kakna, kak kauthar, amie, tsam, peteh, ummu, zue, raudhah, nab, sal, shafnah, Kathy, siti, marry, yas, za, sol, nisa, athirah, kak intan, kak ili, kak su, ya ‘aisy, kak pp, alia, syidah, balqis, fiza, intan baizura, aini shamsi, aisyah, kak aisyah, kak farah, kak masz, kak izzati MOE, kak izzati, kak t, kak niksyah, kak shaddy, juniors etc..

(Malaysian)
ain, anis, mcna, mcnik, ida, ayunee, serol, kak emy, kak ayu, kak dah, fathin, ‘kakjo’, farhana, muein, pije etc.

(others)
denin, mcsal, mcsya, husna, dya, lilah etc.

Also big thanks to my sponser : JPA

And great hugs and kisses to my beloved sugar dad abezu. Bravo bro. may Allah bless u dunia akhirat.

(am I missing somebody, pls let me know ya.)

Rewind – flashback

Summer break – finished 200 hours working experience

Autumn break – gold coast. I’m having such a great time with u all guys~

Winter break – amazingly unbelievable road tour. Adelaide – Newcastle – Canberra – Sydney – Melbourne – Adelaide.

Spring break – raya at hometown…miahhahah…

Summer break – part time job at the same place. This time, something’s gonna change my life…di mana cinta itu berputik…hahhahaahh…just kidding~

Aim for 2009 – pass all papers and having healthy lifestyle.

Today is a gift, tomorrow is a mystery. Nothing happens accidently. Remember that……..

happy new year!!!!!!

Ps: 2 in a row....read below...

marriage....

3 muharram

HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (Written by kids)

(1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming.
- Alan, age 10

(2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with.
- Kristen, age 10


WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED?

(1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then.
- Camille, age 10

(2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married..
- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age)


HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?

(1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids.
- Derrick, age 8

WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MUM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON?

(1) Both don't want any more kids.
- Lori, age 8


WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE?

(1) Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough.
- Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a treasure)

(2) On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date.
- Martin, age 10 (who says boys do not have brains)


WHAT WOULD YOU DO ON A FIRST DATE THAT WAS TURNING SOUR?

(1) I'd run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns.
-Craig, age 9

WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE?

(1) When they're rich.
- Pam, age 7

(2) The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn't want to mess with that.
- Curt, age 7 (good point)

(3) The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry them and have kids with them. It's the right thing to do.
- Howard, age 8


IS IT BETTER TO BE SINGLE OR MARRIED?

(1) It's better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need someone to clean up after them.
- Anita, age 9 (bless you child)

HOW WOULD THE WORLD BE DIFFERENT IF PEOPLE DIDN'T GET MARRIED?

(1) There sure would be a lot of kids to explain, wouldn't there?
- Kelvin, age 8

And the #1 Favourite is........

HOW WOULD YOU MAKE A MARRIAGE WORK?

(1) Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.
- Ricky, age 10

ps: where r u my mr right?ehe...

updating

26 dzulhijjah

cenyum~

Lm xterhapdet weyh. Bz ke…? Sort of. A bit bz + no tenet + no idea + working.

Actually there were many things happened during past few weeks: Qurban (for the very first time in my life), result (Alhamdulillah), working, shopping, wedding, entertaining few people etc.

sisters

To my beloved sister, i’m having such a great time with u. thanks 4 everything ya sis. Gonna miss u lots n loads…im waiting something from you….h0h0h0h0h…

Skali lg aku bergelar wanita berkerjaya. Hhuhuhuhu…same workplace, same boss, same job but different level…whatever……….

2006 : tsam : haih xhenti2 bunyi hp hang

2008 : amie : haih xbreti2 hp mu bunyi deh..

Now : hmm my turn?adusss~..paroks2…

ps: miss aussie....

finally

6 dzulhijjah

adelaide - sydney - brisbane - kl - kb

for the next few months, i'll be here. in my hometown.


ps: my 22nd, coming soon this feb...guest what..??

summer 2008

4 dzulhijjah



within next few hours, journey to my hometown will begin. AGAIN...

i think this summer is better than last year. u know y? bcos last year, i didnt go anywhere after xm. pity me....they all left me exactly on my 2nd paper xm.. n i have 2 more papers to go. n this year, i'll be leaving adelaide 1st [among my housemates]..miahhahahaha....padan muke korg kne tinggal plk [nada balas dendam]..hihihi..

what i have done within last few days?many....many.....many.....many.....many...

the 'bajet' macho crabs

gorge wildlife park

big rocking horse

'romantic' whispering wall

'lazatness' strawberry

choc factory

penuh gaya

ps: i want perry chiking....!!!!! sape abihkan cerry????

untitle

29 dzulqaedah

buat tatapan kita semua....

"warkah buat abah"



ps: dah abih iddah..dah bole kuar rumah

is everyone here?

25 dzulqaedah

ichido shinde mata ikikaeru

sonna mahou kakerarete ita

mezametara kimi ga ite

hikari michite ita

boku wa umare kawatta

minna iru kai?

hoshi wo mezashite kimi ni michibikare

utainagara boku wa arukidasu

furikaeranai sa kizu darake no shounen jidai nado

boku wa tashika ni michi ni mayotteta

fukai kurayami de kodoku ni naiteta

mezametara kimi ga ite

hikari michite ita

boku wa umare kawatta

minna iru kai?

hoshi wo mezashite kimi ni michibikare

utainagara boku wa arukidasu

kurikaesanai sa mou nido wa onaji ayamachi wo

ai no chikara no ookisa toou to sa wo

omoi shita yo

hoshi wo mezashite kimi ni michibikare

minna iru kai?

hoshi wo mezashite kimi ni michibikare

utainagara boku wa arukidasu

furikaeranai sa kizu darake no shounen jidai nado

hoshi wo mezashite kimi ni michibikare

boku wa arukidasu

hoshi wo mezashite

utainagara boku wa arukidasu

been dead once and the alive again

I have experienced that kind of miracle

you were there when I woke up

being shined on with the light

I am once again being born

Is everyone here?

guided by you, I am aiming for the star

I start to move forward, and singing

I don’t want to go back to my painful youth

That’s right, I am lost

Cried in the amidst of deep darkness

you were there when I woke up

being shined on with the light

I am once again being born

Is everyone here?

guided by you, I am aiming for the stars

I start to move forward, while singing

I don’t want to repeat the same mistakes

the power of love is great, it has it’s own weight

guided by you, I am aiming for the stars

Is everyone here?

guided by you, I am aiming for the star

I start to move forward, and singing

I don’t want to go back to my painful youth

guided by you, I am aiming for the star

I start to move forward

I am aiming for the star

I start to move forward, and singing

ps: sometimes u cant predict ur interest...start to love this song...IT'S JAPANESE!!!!!! - thanks to kakna for supplying this lyrics for me....

back to oldies

17 dzulqaedah

a lil bit story 'bout my primary school here

nothing 2 say right now....
i am really really really busy with xm stuffs....


ps: TENSION PRESSURE DEPRESSION ---> higher cortisol level..

mimpi

1 dzulqaedah

bgn je pg td tersengih sorang2...
sbb....
ade orang nk ngorat...
sape...?
BATMAN.....
hahahhahahahha.....
batman yg dkt goldcoast tue....
lalalalala......
unfortunately, it was just a dream

ps: kalau la betul....i sanggup bang!!!!!

remember the differences

28 syawal

when she asks....
what's the matter?

he : im ok
she : i know something's wrong. what it is?

he : im fine.
she : but u seem upset. let's talk.

he : it's nothing.
she : i want to help u. i know something is bothering u. what it is?

he : im all right.
she : are u sure? im happy to help u.

he : it's no problem
she : it is a problem. i could help...

hakhakhakhakahakahakha..
hikhkihikhikhikhikhikhikhik...
why i'm laughing?
see this n u will know....





wrapper is more important than present...
another big laugh.....
hahahahahhahahahahah
...............



ps: blame paim for introducing him to me.

things i'll never say

17 syawal

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head

[pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care

ps: im wishing my life away~

aidilfitri 2008

9 syawal 1429




lamo kaklos x nulih nih. mentang2 la kelik klate. xdey nk nulih. hahaaha. yo r, mn nk wat esaimen, ado test, nk main ng bdk2 baru, main ng games2 br [150 gameshouse], nk wat kueh rayo, tupak, ns kapit, lemang, kuah kacey, LAZANIA... adusss~ bz bz bz bz....

nway, rayo thn ni mmg best. sbb bulih rayo d klate. siye ke cek ayh, thn lps xdop ore kelik poms, so thn ni kno la kelik kam. kito gilir la deh. [supo ore nikoh la plop..hakhakhak]. ade budak2 baru. comelnye mereka....aaarrrrrrrr....[geram2].....amirah bulih jaley doh. amir kecek byk.....oh amir~

nurin amirah bt ahmad hamidi

ahmad amir b ahmad hamidi

amir : cu na. nok baloloh...
su na : gapo mir? baloloh?
amir : baloloh. baloloh....[bg pen n kertas ke suna]
su na : sapo baloh plop ni mir?
abe d : bas skoloh la suna..
su na : laaaaa.......

nely alia bt ahmad tasyarudeen

rayyan zarif b zulhilmi

cerita zarif...naka2....

zarif ni ank abe e. suko sgt jerik sapa selok. g la bw jupo tok bomoh.

tok bomoh: namo gapo anok nih?
abe e : rayyan zarif.
tok bomoh : namo gapo....?!
abe e : rayyan zarif...
tok bomoh : ra..raaa...raayyy....
abe e : rayyan zarif!!!
tok bomoh : ra..raaaa..raayyy...
abe e : rayyan....!
tok bomoh : raaa...haih, x sekong namo ni. keno tuka namo nih...wi namo MOHD RAZALI. br song...
abe e : eerrrrrkkkkk...[~pok li~].

kalu nely wat g jupo tok bomoh tuh, mst nyo wi namo siti aminah...hahahhahahah

*x sekong = x seswai
*song = seswai

selamat pengantin baru utk saem mahad mulo [idah n pojie]. semoga berbahgio hga akhir hayat. sorry la weyh, xdop adioh nk wi. xdey nk cari poms. mu mai la cni, nt aku wi adioh...hihihihih....


ado reunion sep2 koloh rendos. kamcim lg deh kito. xseko deh bulih jupo. aku pon xseko aku kelik. hahhahahha. xdop kanggaroo nk wi ke sep2 mu. xdey nk igat. lallalalalaa...

ayunee, mcnik, ain, anis

ps: saem abe deen mari, tp abe deen xdop.....supo cek oyap 'dio mari buke nk jupo abe deen'...ermmm...wink wink wink....

sape sokong aku balik?

19 ramadhan 1429

keputusan undian :
sokong = 7
x sokong = 3

kesudahan:
insyaAllah balik....

last year : bought ticket a week b4 fly
this year : bought ticket 3 days b4 fly
[next year : a day b4 fly??]

last year : travel alone
this year : with a few frens
[next year : with family?]

last year : ramadhan
this year : ramadhan n syawal
[next year : syawal?]

last year : 1 week at home
this year : 2 weeks at home
[next year : 3 weeks?]

last year : abezu
this year : abezu
[next year : abezu lagi??]

last year : adel - syd - kl - kb
this year : adel - darwin - spore - kl - kb
[next year : adel - nz - japan - korea - prague - banggalore.....so on...]

kpd org kampung : nantikan kepulangan ank perantau ini
kpd warga adel : jom la blk!!!!!

alhamdulillah dikurniakan abg yg baik hati...syukran ya Allah

ps: salam perantauan la sgt....sini dan sini

ABABIL - burung dari syurga

12 ramadhan 1429

dia dapat nm b4 kami jumpe die lg. walopon ms pertemuan pertama kami, aku xde la suke sgt dkt die, tp memandangkan kami memerlukannya [sbb sume org dah ade], kami decide nk amk juga die ni. hasrat hati ni yg lebih muda, tp nk buat cmne, dah berjodoh ng yg tua sket. walaobagaimanapon, dirimu tetap cool. [sgt 'cool' yg amat]

setelah beberapa minggu mengenali die, sket2 aku makin suke dkt die. ade gak sekali dua die buat perangai, biasalah, nk amk perhatian kan. aku paham...tp xleh nk salahkan die 100%, salah aku jugak. g gune tenaga die melampau2, merana la die kan.

tp kejadian mgu lps, mmg aku xleh lupe. mmg mnguji tahap kesabaran aku. salah aku, ye mmg salah aku. aku x bg ko makan [aku pose, ko kne pose gak rr]. dah makanan ko xde, aku nk wat cmne....sorry bang bil, aku tersumpah seranah ko. sorry bang bil, kami tinggalkan ko merata. sorry bang bil, krn kami ko hampir2 kne tangkap ng polis. seb bek kami sempat menyelamatkan ko b4 polis tangkap ko. klo incik polis dah tangkap ko, uwaaa~~menangis aku..ko sikit pon x salah..maafkan kami bang bil....

kini ko dah kembali kepangkuan kami. aku bersyukur sgt. terima kasih Allah kerana mengembalikan ababil ke garage kami. nt lps ni, aku xkn biarkan ko kebulur lg ye sayang. biarlah aku je yg pose, ko xyah r pose. [seb bek makanan ko murah]...weeee~

bang bil tetap megah di jalanraya [gambar hiasan]

ps: kembalikan aku kepangkuan org tuaku~

the begining of ramadhan

1 ramadhan 1429

alhamdulillah syukur ku ke hadrat Ilahi dengan limpah kurnia dan kasih sayangNya terhadap hamba ini, sekali lagi diri ini bertemu ramdhan yg mulia lagi penuh keberkatan. [fuh~gile skema ayat]

bila bulan pose stat, ape yg sgt2 dirindui....?
- bw cek ayh g smyang traweh kt masjid
- akok......[special edition from puan hasnah]
- bazar ramadhan......
- ayam percik, martabak, sekaya, seri muka, buah tanjung, jala mas....haaaa~~
- bukak pose ng family
- sahur yg disediakan
- n many2 more.....

betulkan niat!!!!
ramadhan adelah pesta ibadah, bukan pesta makanan.....ayyaaak
maaf dan halalkan sume makan minum ye kengkawan....

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan yg mulia buat semua umat Islam x kira di mana jua berada....



ps: tetiba rindu pelukan kecil amir. indahnye perasaan bile bdk tu peluk aku lps kne marah ng bapak die...[aunty yg baik kan....hakhak...oh amir~]

i've been tagged again~

i didn't reply da last tag (sorry syam), but since this one is only simply 1 question, it wont take long time and dont need to perah2 hotak to reply it. i guest~

5 things u dont know about me..

- my dark secret when i was 4....
- how many tahi lalat i got...hakhakhak
- waiting for my future husband proposing me with a bouquet of roses and hiding a shining platinum ring in a cup cake at a romantic restaurant...[berangan]
- i am a loyal person eventho many ppl wont believe it...[siul2]
- manage to maintain my weight since form 4....still can fit form1's baju kurung...[see, how slim i am...lalala]


tagged by aina

DONE!!!!!

kain dan seluar

19 syaban 1429

20.08.2008 [lawa date]

antara paham, jaga dan tawaduk atau x paham, sombong dan pengecut. di mana boundary nye?

SATU
segerombolan perempuan islam nk masuk lif yg ade sorg lelaki muslim.
- tutup pintu lif cpt2 jgn bg pompuan2 tu masuk atau lelaki itu keluar dan naik tangga. [kate ank jantan, xkn naik tangga pon x larat?]
- atau, masuk wat bodo je laa....xyah gedik2 nk tgo eventho ko knl org tu....senyum pon jgn, ini bole membuka ruang~
- klo sorg pompuan non-muslim nk masuk lif, adekah kamu akn keluar lif itu?terkebetulan pompuan itu adelah lecturer kamu or groupmate kamu...still kuar?

DUA
rombongan bersama2 lelaki dan perempuan
- perempuan drive keta perempuan, lelaki drive keta lelaki. ape nk kecoh?
- ade situation lelaki kne drive keta pompuan, si pompuan ni punye la kepanasan. nk suh bkk econ, segan. bersabarlah. kan org bersabar itu mendapat pahala. [adekah dia berdosa krn menyeksa diri?]
- tak pon, kol org yg dah kawen, suh gtau suami die, suh gtau driver keta ni bkk econ. [suami isteri ni ntah duk mn2 ntah]-obviously klo ko kol some1, si driver mst dgr kan?lagi2 klo ko g kol boipren ko ke, mak ko ke, aku yg tgh tdo ni pon nk dgr...haahha...ops~
- wat pe nk nyusahkan diri, ckp je laa...'driver, tlg bukak econ blkg'

TIGA
jalan dekat satu lorong, terserempak lelaki muslim dan perempuan muslim.
- lari!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![perempuan adelah fitnah dunia. aku xnk kene fitnah]. klo pompuan tu lecturer kamu? still nk lari?
- klo ko paham, ko mesti cari jalan lain......
- tunduk....wat2 x kenal. wat2 x nmpk...jgn pandang. nt bukak ruang~
- lelaki dan perempuan xleh berkawan?

EMPAT
lelaki muslim dan perempuan muslim kene berkerjasama dlm satu group yg ditetapkan oleh lecturer
- ckap kt lecturer, sy xleh berkerjasama ng die ni. sy nk tuka. nk group nk sume laki @ sume pompuan. [ g skolah sume laki @ sume pompuan r]. klo lecturer kamu laki @ pompuan?[berlawan jantina dgn kamu]. kamu bole ckp x ng org yg berlawanan jantina?
- wat keja diam2 r....

LIMA
chatting kerana dakwah...
- jadikan chatting itu boring~
- ko chat ng die, pas2 ko suh org lg paham bace........[inspection?]
- erkk.....chatting kerana dkwah???cmne?

ENAM
org tlg ko repair keta
- jgn ckp trima kaseh, nt bkk ruang~
- mak aku yg kt KAMPUNG ajar, klo org buat baik, kene ckp terima kaseh. aku ank org kampung. mak cni?

LAST
org lelaki muslim tny perempuan muslim msjid kt mn. tetiba ajk pompuan tu g alice spring naik moto besar ng die time bln pose...
- bodo beno klo ko layan die...

sila betulkan mn yg x betul...nk memahamkan org yg x reti2 nk paham mmg susah....


ps : rayyan zarif zulhilmi. semoga peribadimu sehensem namamu.....jgn ikot perangai bapakmu ye....hehehhe [sorry bang~]

another new baby

13 syaban 1429

hari ni, kol 8 am waktu malaysia, 9.30 am waktu adelaide, kawan/teman sekerja/tmp meluah perasaan/kakak ipa yg plg aku syg telah selamat melahirkan baby boy utk abg aku...
sejuta tahiah utk fadzlina + zulhilmi !!!!!!!!!
jagalah amanah yg diberi sebaik2nya...
walopom ini yg ke 21, tp feelingnye tetap same, just like having the 1st one...[eventho xtahu cmne feeling ms dpt yg 1st]

thank you Allah.................

n now, all my siblings have their own kid/s except me......
hmmm...ade sape2 nk isi borang sementara masih kosong?hahahahah


oh yea..juga...

SELAMAT HARI JADI BUAT DUKTUR JIWA KU
Dr Nor Adnin Iberahim
-bday mu same ng bday ank buah aku. harap2 baby tu jd doktor cm mu jugak. tp ngaji tmp lain la des..ngeh3-

ps: contract summer break - babysitter

selamat kembali ke tanah air

11 syaban 1429

die dah blk ke tanah air. terasa plk satu kehilangan. dialah org pertama yg aku knl kt bumi adelaide ni. kak intan, thanks a lot. seriously im gonna miss u. jasamu mmg x terbalas. gue sayang bangat la sama lo. nt ade ms kite lepak sama2 kt malaysia ek. keep in touch baby. give me ur contact no at msia. btw, dah abih blaja ni, ape lg intan, kawen cpt!!!!!hikhikhik. aku doakan ko cpt jumpe jodoh~~lalalala....kawen tym aku cuti tao...huhuhuh

tahniah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
selamat menabur jasa dan melaksanakan amanah ke sponser....



ps: mls nk jwb tag tu....sorry syam...i bz la beb....

cun

7 syaban 1429

nothing to update....

just wanna say.....

today...

080808

ps: sj je xnk terlepas date yg cun.....olympic games start 2day at beijing....[nothing important 4 me]

rational

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she knows the effect of overdose

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she knows the interaction of drug in the body

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she knows that overdose can kill people

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she took 2 pills of instead of 22 pills [bcos dat's all she has]

if she's not a pharmacy student
she might be in hospital right now

and bcos she is a muslim
she wont harm herself just bcos of stupid thing....


ps: hoping for miracle

wt '08

siap!!!!

berjalan melihat mentafsir....BERPUSING?

curik dr alia

21 rejab 1429

alhamdulilah selesai sudah WT'08
adelaide - newcastle [blk kg] - sydney - canberra - jindabyne - melbourne - adelaide.
most of the tyme, tdo dlm keta jer. xpe, ade driver....

sepanjang perjalanan, asyik 'make lasat' jer...smpi pusing roundbout 4 kali. kijoang sesat je kome ye...haih~ape bole buat, bkn kg kami.....

generally speaking, i really enjoy this trip. i can say that it is better than last year. perisher valley lg best dr mt buller. walopon x dpt g paddys n vic mark, which means x dpt la nk shopping brg2 murah, tp ok laa. nk wat cmne, Allah nk suh aku save money la tu. klo x, mst da berjuta2 lemon aku abih duit kt tmp tu. huhuhuhuhuh. plan byk x jd disebabkan kejadian2 yg x dpt nk dielakkan. no worries beb. aku paham.

pengalaman pertama...
- tarago mengena panahan kakiku
- travel dalam ribut salji
- snowboarding jatuh tersungkur
- g newcastle, opera house, canberra n so on...
- ber'tabir'an dlm tarago...?
- record 3 hari x mndi...lalala...
- pusing roundabout 4 kali?

jumpe bdk2 sunway yg da berkurun2 x jumpe. nabilah, zapher, arep, affa, tg amirah n anis. [klo la aina ade...sape suh ko blk huh??]

result...?
alhamdulillah, berkat doa cek ayah n sume org, aku lulus walopon ade yg ckop2 mkn....[hanya Dia mengetahui betapa cuaknye aku b4 check result tu...]
klo zaman skolah dlo, dpt result, kire bape byk A ade. tp skang, dpt result, kire ade x F dlm result tu...haih~mungkinkah zaman skolah itu akan kembali?
next mission;
consistency in study!!!!!!!

ps: nk cuti lg......video winter trip will be coming soon

pray for us

more info here...

a lil bit sad bcos a few of my best buddies do not join this trip. no more dat camera..haih~.. may be they got their own reasons and plans during this winter. save ur money for a very BIG project afterward...ehem2...

anyway, pray for our safety. 9-10 taragos trip is not a simple trip.

ps: tsam n amie, if anything happens, let my parents know dat i love them sooooooo much...:(

22 years revolution

x byk berubah kan?

3 rejab 1429

4 julai tiap2 tahun hari kemerdekaan US, tmbh lagi setahun umur aku. pejam celik pejam celik, dah 22 rupenye aku. rs mcm br 12 thn..hikhik...ms remaje dlo, skrg da x remaje ke? aku penah terpikir nk mati awal. sudah cukup ke amal nk bw jumpe Allah? tp bukan itu yg aku pk. yg aku pk, makin lame aku hidup, makin byk dose yg aku akn buat. mampukah aku nk tanggong dose2 ni? baik aku mati muda. kurang sket dose...

anyway thanks to all my fellow frens yg sudi hadir ke bbq kami yg serba kurang.hujan rahmat tu..saje je buat potluck.phm2 la ek.. maap la klo ade kurang mn2. x terlayan ke, jawab separuh sedar ke, makanan x ckop ke, ape2 ke...sorry ye kengkawan. kitorang x sediakan backup plan. tu yg kelam kabot sket tu. ape2 pon, time kaseh byk2...utk hadiah2 tu..hihihih..tq2..sayang la korg...[ini bukan kesah ahmad albab weyh...]

tamat sudah kesah sem ini. sudah 3 sem. ade lg 5 sem...wahhh~~byk lagiiiii...
ulasan xm? hmmmm~ tgk result la cmne. ubat yg aku buat tu x tahu la jd ubat ke jd racun. mcm x jd je.....jgn percaya ini punyer pharmacist.

ps: paim da blk msia. nk ikot~

aku amanahnya

27 jamadil akhir 1429

Bismillahirahmanirahim....
dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

usia makin bertambah, kedutan makin jelas, namun kasihnya tetap sama dari dulu sampai sekarang. tiada kurang walaupun sebesar zarah. berkorban diri demi amanah yg diberikan. amanah yg bakal disoal. amanah yg sgt susah dijaga.

kerna Allah mengerti, bhw dia mampu menjaga amanah itu. bukan satu, dua. tapi sembilan. betapa Allah yakin dengan dirinya. banyaknya amanah bererti banyaknya beban dan juga banyaknya nikmat. bergantung bagaimana dirinya menjaga dan membentuk amanah itu.

jika terbentuk cantik amanah itu di bawah jagaannya, maka syurga lah sebagai balasan, namun jika buruk amanah itu, neraka lah tempatnya. nauzubillah...

وَاعْلَمُواْ أَنَّمَا أَمْوَالُكُمْ وَأَوْلاَدُكُمْ فِتْنَةٌ وَأَنَّ اللّهَ عِندَهُ أَجْرٌ عَظِيمٌ

Dan ketahuilah, bahwa hartamu dan anak-anakmu itu hanyalah sebagai cobaan dan sesungguhnya di sisi Allah-lah pahala yang besar. [8:28]

akan ku berusaha menjadi amanah yg elok. yg cantik. yg mampu membawanya ke syurga. kerna ku sgt menyanyanginya. redha Allah berada di dalam tgn mu. syurga Allah di bawah telapak kaki mu. betapa mulianya dirimu di sisi Allah duhai ibu.

وَوَصَّيْنَا الْإِنسَانَ بِوَالِدَيْهِ حَمَلَتْهُ أُمُّهُ وَهْناً عَلَى وَهْنٍ وَفِصَالُهُ فِي عَامَيْنِ أَنِ اشْكُرْ لِي وَلِوَالِدَيْكَ إِلَيَّ الْمَصِيرُ

Dan Kami perintahkan kepada manusia (berbuat baik) kepada dua orang ibu- bapanya; ibunya telah mengandungnya dalam keadaan lemah yang bertambah- tambah, dan menyusukannya dalam dua tahun. Bersyukurlah kepadaKu dan kepada dua orang ibu bapakmu, hanya kepada-Kulah kembalimu. [31:14]

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN KELAHIRAN DUHAI IBU YANG TERCINTA

ps : last year entry....here

solid

sometimes u wish u dont what u know.
sometimes u wish u know what u dont know.
sometimes u wish u know what u know.
sometimes u wish u dont know what u dont know.
but believe me
every single thing u know
has hikmah behind that
may be it's hard to accept the truth
but the truth is TRUE...
u cant deny it....
He creates u, so He has a plan for u.
His plan is perfect.
He wants u look at the right angle and right situation.
c'mon...move on...u got to lift
keepstepping bebeh....
n keep positive...

listen here..my ringtone....



I know you're hurting

Feels like you're learning

'Bout life the hard way

And it ain't working

Seems like forever

That you've been falling

It's time to move on

You're life is calling, yeah

[chorus]

This was never meant to be the end

Close the book and start again

Cause I know how hard it can get

But you gotta lift

You gotta lift

And sometimes that's how it is

But I know you're stronger

Stronger than this

You gotta lift

You gotta lift

When you can feel your

Whole body's aching

What's left of your heart

It won't stop breaking

You gotta let go

You took a hit

Time to pick up now

Move on from this

[chorus]

Lift yourself up above all the hurt

Don't give it

Wipe your eyes and remember

You're better than this

Let them know

That they took their best shot

And missed

C'mon and lift

[chorus]

ps: maaf kerana menceroboh kawasan larangan. it taught me lots...

stress??

stress stimulates hypothalamus to secrete corticotrophin-releasing hormone (CRH). this hormone travels to anterior pituitary gland through hypothalamic-hypophyseal portal system and stimulates the secretion of adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH). this hormone is secreted to blood stream and binds at adrenal gland receptor and then cortisol is released. cortisol will increase blood glucose by stimulating gluconeogenesis, increase blood amino acid by stimulating protien degradation and also increase blood fatty acid by stimulating lipolysis. the presence of cortisol will inhibit hypothalamus from secreting CRH and inhibit anterior pituitary gland from releasing ACTH. this negative feedback system for cortisol maintains the level of cortisol in the blood. concentration of cortisol depends on the level of stress. a greater increase in cortisol levels is evoked in response to severe stress than to mild stress. however, the present of cortisol might lead to anti-inflammatory and immunosuppresive effects. therefore, who's having stress might have low level of defence system and lost weight.

why stress?? EXAM, heart prob!!!!
consequences? fever, flu, cough, etc....
solution?? take drugs....hehehhe...[promote]
take good care of ur health during this season.
how to deal with stress? find here - one of them is smile....u cant hide ur sadness through ur fake smile. have faith!!!!!!!
dariNya kita datang, kepadaNya jua kita kembali. setiap sesuatu pasti ada hikmah dan balasan.
Ya Allah, tolong. aku hamba yg lemah.....

ps: jgnlah anda tersenyum di atas tangisan sahabat anda.

im off

13 jamadil awwal 1429

when u feel guilty when u sleep
when u feel u wake up like electrical shock
when u feel internet is disaster
when u feel ur brain is burst
when u feel ur appetite reducing
when u feel every second is valuable
when u feel u mumbling to urself without notice it
when u feel u gonna scream like crazy creature
when u feel ur memory like dying lady
when u feel eating is wasting
when u feel u wanna do everything in one second but u did nothing for hours

it means that.....
u r having EXAMINATION fever


ps: rabbi yassir wala tu3assir, watammim bilkhoir, ya Kareem

hari-hari yg terisi

28 rabi'ul akhir 1429



brisbane - gold coast - brisbane trip
19 april - 24 april

u can say that brisbane is a beautiful city

we have been here!!!!

middle of ocean

cruise ni seh~

ehem ehem...lalalala...


wooo~~~

right b4 moning sickness

seriously this is CRAZY!!!

idea yg bernas

nk tie x?

i love them...ops~

~sayu~

nice shot

inilah kami

coming up next....
- masca beach day
- organic chem test
- physiology test
- submitting 2 lab reports
- submitting biochem assignment
- chef for qiam program

- ank abedeen da nk lahir!!!


ps: kes malas nk mngarang. upload je gmba....
find more pics here