rational

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she knows the effect of overdose

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she knows the interaction of drug in the body

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she knows that overdose can kill people

bcos she is a pharmacy student
she took 2 pills of instead of 22 pills [bcos dat's all she has]

if she's not a pharmacy student
she might be in hospital right now

and bcos she is a muslim
she wont harm herself just bcos of stupid thing....


ps: hoping for miracle

wt '08

siap!!!!

berjalan melihat mentafsir....BERPUSING?

curik dr alia

21 rejab 1429

alhamdulilah selesai sudah WT'08
adelaide - newcastle [blk kg] - sydney - canberra - jindabyne - melbourne - adelaide.
most of the tyme, tdo dlm keta jer. xpe, ade driver....

sepanjang perjalanan, asyik 'make lasat' jer...smpi pusing roundbout 4 kali. kijoang sesat je kome ye...haih~ape bole buat, bkn kg kami.....

generally speaking, i really enjoy this trip. i can say that it is better than last year. perisher valley lg best dr mt buller. walopon x dpt g paddys n vic mark, which means x dpt la nk shopping brg2 murah, tp ok laa. nk wat cmne, Allah nk suh aku save money la tu. klo x, mst da berjuta2 lemon aku abih duit kt tmp tu. huhuhuhuhuh. plan byk x jd disebabkan kejadian2 yg x dpt nk dielakkan. no worries beb. aku paham.

pengalaman pertama...
- tarago mengena panahan kakiku
- travel dalam ribut salji
- snowboarding jatuh tersungkur
- g newcastle, opera house, canberra n so on...
- ber'tabir'an dlm tarago...?
- record 3 hari x mndi...lalala...
- pusing roundabout 4 kali?

jumpe bdk2 sunway yg da berkurun2 x jumpe. nabilah, zapher, arep, affa, tg amirah n anis. [klo la aina ade...sape suh ko blk huh??]

result...?
alhamdulillah, berkat doa cek ayah n sume org, aku lulus walopon ade yg ckop2 mkn....[hanya Dia mengetahui betapa cuaknye aku b4 check result tu...]
klo zaman skolah dlo, dpt result, kire bape byk A ade. tp skang, dpt result, kire ade x F dlm result tu...haih~mungkinkah zaman skolah itu akan kembali?
next mission;
consistency in study!!!!!!!

ps: nk cuti lg......video winter trip will be coming soon

pray for us

more info here...

a lil bit sad bcos a few of my best buddies do not join this trip. no more dat camera..haih~.. may be they got their own reasons and plans during this winter. save ur money for a very BIG project afterward...ehem2...

anyway, pray for our safety. 9-10 taragos trip is not a simple trip.

ps: tsam n amie, if anything happens, let my parents know dat i love them sooooooo much...:(

22 years revolution

x byk berubah kan?

3 rejab 1429

4 julai tiap2 tahun hari kemerdekaan US, tmbh lagi setahun umur aku. pejam celik pejam celik, dah 22 rupenye aku. rs mcm br 12 thn..hikhik...ms remaje dlo, skrg da x remaje ke? aku penah terpikir nk mati awal. sudah cukup ke amal nk bw jumpe Allah? tp bukan itu yg aku pk. yg aku pk, makin lame aku hidup, makin byk dose yg aku akn buat. mampukah aku nk tanggong dose2 ni? baik aku mati muda. kurang sket dose...

anyway thanks to all my fellow frens yg sudi hadir ke bbq kami yg serba kurang.hujan rahmat tu..saje je buat potluck.phm2 la ek.. maap la klo ade kurang mn2. x terlayan ke, jawab separuh sedar ke, makanan x ckop ke, ape2 ke...sorry ye kengkawan. kitorang x sediakan backup plan. tu yg kelam kabot sket tu. ape2 pon, time kaseh byk2...utk hadiah2 tu..hihihih..tq2..sayang la korg...[ini bukan kesah ahmad albab weyh...]

tamat sudah kesah sem ini. sudah 3 sem. ade lg 5 sem...wahhh~~byk lagiiiii...
ulasan xm? hmmmm~ tgk result la cmne. ubat yg aku buat tu x tahu la jd ubat ke jd racun. mcm x jd je.....jgn percaya ini punyer pharmacist.

ps: paim da blk msia. nk ikot~

aku amanahnya

27 jamadil akhir 1429

Bismillahirahmanirahim....
dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

usia makin bertambah, kedutan makin jelas, namun kasihnya tetap sama dari dulu sampai sekarang. tiada kurang walaupun sebesar zarah. berkorban diri demi amanah yg diberikan. amanah yg bakal disoal. amanah yg sgt susah dijaga.

kerna Allah mengerti, bhw dia mampu menjaga amanah itu. bukan satu, dua. tapi sembilan. betapa Allah yakin dengan dirinya. banyaknya amanah bererti banyaknya beban dan juga banyaknya nikmat. bergantung bagaimana dirinya menjaga dan membentuk amanah itu.

jika terbentuk cantik amanah itu di bawah jagaannya, maka syurga lah sebagai balasan, namun jika buruk amanah itu, neraka lah tempatnya. nauzubillah...

وَاعْلَمُواْ أَنَّمَا أَمْوَالُكُمْ وَأَوْلاَدُكُمْ فِتْنَةٌ وَأَنَّ اللّهَ عِندَهُ أَجْرٌ عَظِيمٌ

Dan ketahuilah, bahwa hartamu dan anak-anakmu itu hanyalah sebagai cobaan dan sesungguhnya di sisi Allah-lah pahala yang besar. [8:28]

akan ku berusaha menjadi amanah yg elok. yg cantik. yg mampu membawanya ke syurga. kerna ku sgt menyanyanginya. redha Allah berada di dalam tgn mu. syurga Allah di bawah telapak kaki mu. betapa mulianya dirimu di sisi Allah duhai ibu.

وَوَصَّيْنَا الْإِنسَانَ بِوَالِدَيْهِ حَمَلَتْهُ أُمُّهُ وَهْناً عَلَى وَهْنٍ وَفِصَالُهُ فِي عَامَيْنِ أَنِ اشْكُرْ لِي وَلِوَالِدَيْكَ إِلَيَّ الْمَصِيرُ

Dan Kami perintahkan kepada manusia (berbuat baik) kepada dua orang ibu- bapanya; ibunya telah mengandungnya dalam keadaan lemah yang bertambah- tambah, dan menyusukannya dalam dua tahun. Bersyukurlah kepadaKu dan kepada dua orang ibu bapakmu, hanya kepada-Kulah kembalimu. [31:14]

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN KELAHIRAN DUHAI IBU YANG TERCINTA

ps : last year entry....here

solid

sometimes u wish u dont what u know.
sometimes u wish u know what u dont know.
sometimes u wish u know what u know.
sometimes u wish u dont know what u dont know.
but believe me
every single thing u know
has hikmah behind that
may be it's hard to accept the truth
but the truth is TRUE...
u cant deny it....
He creates u, so He has a plan for u.
His plan is perfect.
He wants u look at the right angle and right situation.
c'mon...move on...u got to lift
keepstepping bebeh....
n keep positive...

listen here..my ringtone....



I know you're hurting

Feels like you're learning

'Bout life the hard way

And it ain't working

Seems like forever

That you've been falling

It's time to move on

You're life is calling, yeah

[chorus]

This was never meant to be the end

Close the book and start again

Cause I know how hard it can get

But you gotta lift

You gotta lift

And sometimes that's how it is

But I know you're stronger

Stronger than this

You gotta lift

You gotta lift

When you can feel your

Whole body's aching

What's left of your heart

It won't stop breaking

You gotta let go

You took a hit

Time to pick up now

Move on from this

[chorus]

Lift yourself up above all the hurt

Don't give it

Wipe your eyes and remember

You're better than this

Let them know

That they took their best shot

And missed

C'mon and lift

[chorus]

ps: maaf kerana menceroboh kawasan larangan. it taught me lots...

stress??

stress stimulates hypothalamus to secrete corticotrophin-releasing hormone (CRH). this hormone travels to anterior pituitary gland through hypothalamic-hypophyseal portal system and stimulates the secretion of adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH). this hormone is secreted to blood stream and binds at adrenal gland receptor and then cortisol is released. cortisol will increase blood glucose by stimulating gluconeogenesis, increase blood amino acid by stimulating protien degradation and also increase blood fatty acid by stimulating lipolysis. the presence of cortisol will inhibit hypothalamus from secreting CRH and inhibit anterior pituitary gland from releasing ACTH. this negative feedback system for cortisol maintains the level of cortisol in the blood. concentration of cortisol depends on the level of stress. a greater increase in cortisol levels is evoked in response to severe stress than to mild stress. however, the present of cortisol might lead to anti-inflammatory and immunosuppresive effects. therefore, who's having stress might have low level of defence system and lost weight.

why stress?? EXAM, heart prob!!!!
consequences? fever, flu, cough, etc....
solution?? take drugs....hehehhe...[promote]
take good care of ur health during this season.
how to deal with stress? find here - one of them is smile....u cant hide ur sadness through ur fake smile. have faith!!!!!!!
dariNya kita datang, kepadaNya jua kita kembali. setiap sesuatu pasti ada hikmah dan balasan.
Ya Allah, tolong. aku hamba yg lemah.....

ps: jgnlah anda tersenyum di atas tangisan sahabat anda.

im off

13 jamadil awwal 1429

when u feel guilty when u sleep
when u feel u wake up like electrical shock
when u feel internet is disaster
when u feel ur brain is burst
when u feel ur appetite reducing
when u feel every second is valuable
when u feel u mumbling to urself without notice it
when u feel u gonna scream like crazy creature
when u feel ur memory like dying lady
when u feel eating is wasting
when u feel u wanna do everything in one second but u did nothing for hours

it means that.....
u r having EXAMINATION fever


ps: rabbi yassir wala tu3assir, watammim bilkhoir, ya Kareem

hari-hari yg terisi

28 rabi'ul akhir 1429



brisbane - gold coast - brisbane trip
19 april - 24 april

u can say that brisbane is a beautiful city

we have been here!!!!

middle of ocean

cruise ni seh~

ehem ehem...lalalala...


wooo~~~

right b4 moning sickness

seriously this is CRAZY!!!

idea yg bernas

nk tie x?

i love them...ops~

~sayu~

nice shot

inilah kami

coming up next....
- masca beach day
- organic chem test
- physiology test
- submitting 2 lab reports
- submitting biochem assignment
- chef for qiam program

- ank abedeen da nk lahir!!!


ps: kes malas nk mngarang. upload je gmba....
find more pics here